In exactly one week I will have finally had my surgery.. All of the appointments, the worrying, and the constant researching will all be over in exactly one week. But I really can’t say that, because that’s when the hard part is going to begin. I’m actually less and less scared about the surgery, and getting more and more used to the idea of a total body transformation. I hate running into people I know, so hopefully in a year’s time I won’t be recognizable in public! Okay, so I shouldn’t even be thinking about that right now. I hope that come surgery day I will feel at least a small sense of relief that this big bad surgery is all done and over with. It’ll be nice to wipe the slate clean and plod along into a new life.
On the other hand....
Seven more days of these awful fucking shakes…. Although I’m getting used to them, I will be glad to see the end of them.. Bring on the hospital jello!!!!
Today’s weight- 276.0
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